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09/15/12 03:08:23 PM GMT
09/15/12 03:08:23 PM GMT
I am “connected” to the net for quite some time now I have been keeping a watch on the modem to see whether the adsl led has disappeared.
but for more than half an hour now nothing of the sort happened and I am still connected. the adsl light cutting off when I try to save a page or upload to picasa is not happening.
at least there is nothing abnormal that is obvious to me happening on the net connection and every thing appears smooth.
how come? I wonder!
where is the catch ?
for one thing in am using an outmoded verstion of firefox
could that be it ?
and i have made an effort to remove chrome which i find has been tampered with badly
is that it ?
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09/15/12 04:25:47 PM GMT
well some time back the thing that was to happen happened – the adsl got cut off and I in turn powered off the modem. enough time has been given to the pimp and I am trying to log on again.
so if at all anything is coming on the net it is the version tampered with by the indian pimp service and that way I am devolved of all legal responsibility for what is coming on the net.
hardly any editing is allowed from my side and that is why the strange appearance – the color, the fonts etc.
yesterday, 20120914 I had been to trivandrum city and. for once I made the trip in my small car – I have not taken it out for the last one month or so as an austerity measure and has been making all the trips by public transport.
Later in the evening had coffee in the indian coffee house. Most of the time I go their to relieve myself for they have a toilet that is not very dirty and the coffee is just a pretext for getting inside.
I used the toilet and had a cup of coffee and a slice of fried banana. Later when I was paying the bill I found that the waiter had presented me with the bill for two people. I told him that I have been given the wrong bill and he magnanimously pulled out the bill meant for me from his pocket; that is he did not insist on me paying for two. that is what is magnanimous of him for in my present day circumstances you can say or do anything to me and get away with it.
this was not an accident; a similar incident had happened some time in the recent past as well.
the fact of the matter is that when you have been provided “F” grade “security” by the indian police you are supposed to look after the “security” personnel.
When you eat they also have to eat as part of the duty; when you buy some thing from the shop they can also buy things as part of the duty and they can take home the things and so on .
they are “protecting” you, you see. these are all special perks the “security” personnel are supposed to enjoy - they are highly trained crooks.
that way, it does not matter much whether i do pay the bill or not; they can send the bill to my “relative”?
but why should the relatives pay?
good question; It is like the fly you attach to a fishing hook.
incidentally I have clearly written in my pension documents that there is no eligible family pensioner in my case; and that is what is shown in the initial pension payment orders of the AG.
Recently i found that amongst many other of my personal data in the pension papers that has been manipulated recently was the matter of the family pension as well.
This time the AG has calculated family pension and entered it in the revised pension payment order. The name of the family pensioner is not given, probably for “security” reasons.
So, the spade work is being done. I just have to die and the relative can fill in her name and collect the money as well as enjoy the pension for next seven years.
It all amounts to a piddly sum; but then you are getting it for free and it is not exactly going to hurt your pocket. she of course will have to give a percentage to the “guardian” who has recently taken over the post.
So, that is why “relatives” are appearing in the distant horizon circling round; like vultures that have spotted a wounded animal, they are after carrion.
The pity is that the bugger ( that is me Yaaaar... ) is not conking off and has till now foiled all the predictions of the local kaniyan ! what a pity. tell you what ? at 21 the prediction was that i was supposed to live up to 27 only – the pathetic looks my father's friend MN was giving me after they came back from the kaniyan said it all - he was told but they didnt disclose it to the first degree relative.
from july 2012 on they had been telling me that they are going to do it in two days time and for two months nothing happened.
still I am worried about one thing.
blog
09/15/12 04:25:47 PM GMT
well some time back the thing that was to happen happened – the adsl got cut off and I in turn powered off the modem. enough time has been given to the pimp and I am trying to log on again.
so if at all anything is coming on the net it is the version tampered with by the indian pimp service and that way I am devolved of all legal responsibility for what is coming on the net.
hardly any editing is allowed from my side and that is why the strange appearance – the color, the fonts etc.
blog
09/15/12 10:32:58 AM GMT
09/15/12 10:32:58 AM GMT
yesterday, 20120914 I had been to trivandrum city and. for once I made the trip in my small car – I have not taken it out for the last one month or so as an austerity measure and has been making all the trips by public transport.
Later in the evening had coffee in the indian coffee house. Most of the time I go their to relieve myself for they have a toilet that is not very dirty and the coffee is just a pretext for getting inside.
I used the toilet and had a cup of coffee and a slice of fried banana. Later when I was paying the bill I found that the waiter had presented me with the bill for two people. I told him that I have been given the wrong bill and he magnanimously pulled out the bill meant for me from his pocket; that is he did not insist on me paying for two. that is what is magnanimous of him for in my present day circumstances you can say or do anything to me and get away with it.
this was not an accident; a similar incident had happened some time in the recent past as well.
the fact of the matter is that when you have been provided “F” grade “security” by the indian police you are supposed to look after the “security” personnel.
When you eat they also have to eat as part of the duty; when you buy some thing from the shop they can also buy things as part of the duty and they can take home the things and so on .
they are “protecting” you, you see. these are all special perks the “security” personnel are supposed to enjoy - they are highly trained crooks.
that way, it does not matter much whether i do pay the bill or not; they can send the bill to my “relative”?
but why should the relatives pay?
good question; It is like the fly you attach to a fishing hook.
incidentally I have clearly written in my pension documents that there is no eligible family pensioner in my case; and that is what is shown in the initial pension payment orders of the AG.
Recently i found that amongst many other of my personal data in the pension papers that has been manipulated recently was the matter of the family pension as well.
This time the AG has calculated family pension and entered it in the revised pension payment order. The name of the family pensioner is not given, probably for “security” reasons.
So, the spade work is being done. I just have to die and the relative can fill in her name and collect the money as well as enjoy the pension for next seven years.
It all amounts to a piddly sum; but then you are getting it for free and it is not exactly going to hurt your pocket. she of course will have to give a percentage to the “guardian” who has recently taken over the post.
So, that is why “relatives” are appearing in the distant horizon circling round; like vultures that have spotted a wounded animal, they are after carrion.
The pity is that the bugger ( that is me Yaaaar... ) is not conking off and has till now foiled all the predictions of the local kaniyan ! what a pity. tell you what ? at 21 the prediction was that i was supposed to live up to 27 only – the pathetic looks my father's friend MN was giving me after they came back from the kaniyan said it all - he was told but they didnt disclose it to the first degree relative.
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the telephone wire has been revamped.
from july 2012 on they had been telling me that they are going to do it in two days time and for two months nothing happened.
the fact of the matter is that for every minor thing happening as far as I am concerned every body has to get the concurrence from the peypatti branch at pattom thiruvananthapuram.
the peypatti branch is not the ones who dictate terms; they are just the hatchet men of the “ officer “ police; the “ officer “ police do not want to disclose their identity for things are not working well and they are afraid they might get caught. hence the via media of the P branch.
A break in into my personal domain by the hired thugs with the blessings of my present “guardian” has been arranged but it did not materialise as expected and so ultimately even the thiruvananthapuram elecom could not hold it back and the wiring was changed.
what the goons are going to do to me is "atichirakkal" the terminology is familiar to me for they were going to do it at the house in srikaryam as well.
the peypatti branch is not the ones who dictate terms; they are just the hatchet men of the “ officer “ police; the “ officer “ police do not want to disclose their identity for things are not working well and they are afraid they might get caught. hence the via media of the P branch.
A break in into my personal domain by the hired thugs with the blessings of my present “guardian” has been arranged but it did not materialise as expected and so ultimately even the thiruvananthapuram elecom could not hold it back and the wiring was changed.
what the goons are going to do to me is "atichirakkal" the terminology is familiar to me for they were going to do it at the house in srikaryam as well.
all the response i am supposed to make is to cry out “ammena kananam” when the goons are "atichirakking' me. when the goons are going to "atichirakk" me where is the point changing the wiring? it is going to be a waste.
similarly where is the point giving me a new exservice identity card? the peypatti branch is going to finish me off in just a weeks time.
where is the point revising my pension ? the indian pimp service is going to take care of me this wednes day?
where is the point getting a key to my bank locker when the peypatti branch has got the ( so called lost ) key with them and will hand over it to my "guardian" on sunday when he comes to take me "home" ? ( the key has been taken away by the pakkichi police as a security measure)
where is the point constructing the house when the pakkichi along with the local rajav has decided that it is not required ?
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similarly where is the point giving me a new exservice identity card? the peypatti branch is going to finish me off in just a weeks time.
where is the point revising my pension ? the indian pimp service is going to take care of me this wednes day?
where is the point getting a key to my bank locker when the peypatti branch has got the ( so called lost ) key with them and will hand over it to my "guardian" on sunday when he comes to take me "home" ? ( the key has been taken away by the pakkichi police as a security measure)
where is the point constructing the house when the pakkichi along with the local rajav has decided that it is not required ?
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now one word of caution.
I am very much aware of my mortality. That does not bother me; my cool composure at critical moments had surprised even me.
still I am worried about one thing.
i am an ordinary mortal and not a saint. I am afraid, rather than keeping mum in spite of all those funny “gestapo” gestures and all other forms of insults being showered on me by you as is my usual wont, for once at an unguarded moment, I might loose my cool and crack your skull.
i would want to avoid doing THAT;
that is if you have no objection
that is if you have no objection
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
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PPS:- :incidentally there is an OFC terminal of the nedumangad bsnl as close as one kilometer from my locality at venkode which can easily be extended to this place ( the one km is where I have noticed it kind courtesy that plaque marking the cable; it could be closer than that even) and I am going to bring this matter to the attention of the higher ups. in fact that day they had changed the wiring I had just boasted to the line man that I will get OFC over here; that was just for the heck of it and I was not aware of the presence of the ofc at such close range
