Pavam,
oru Kashmalan
I
had a whole month before me to prepare the document that I am putting
below. But for the first 28 days I idled and kept on postponing it
and the whole thing was cooked up mostly on the night before.
I
could have done better if I had taken time and done it at my leisure
rather than make a dash at the last moment.
It
is not that I did not make an effort; I could not coax myself to
start work till the last moment.
The
conclusion is that we are what we are and we cannot help ourselves.
Do
you know something – the brain had given the command for an action
few milli ( not nano) seconds before the conscious mind becomes
aware of it; that is the latest the neurophysiologists had got to
tell me.
It
brought a sigh of relief to me – I did something once which I could
have never even imagined of doing in my conscious mind and I myself
was terribly upset, and was wondering how come; how could I have done
such a thing ! The action was already executed and I was becoming
aware of it once the act was done ! HOW COME ?
Well
it gave me a semblance of relief to come to know this latest
neurophysiological theory. But then it opens up a whole pandora's box
of questions.
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As
I am typing in this the Indian pimp is at it,
fiddling
with the adsl link –
pavam,
oru kashmalan.
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